Feeling unlucky every single second upon facing an audience
Like an arsenal ready aiming you
Those are not bullet
Those are negetive thoughts
You'll die!
Not from the cartridges.
Peoples opinoin, they are lethal.
Every single speech and posture, Evaluated
Trying to gain confident by eye contact
Then you saw
You stop!
You bite your tounge
It's painfull
You cry
That drop of tears
What for?
Wait!
Who are these people?
Their thoughts are important?
Why?
Who are you to them?
Do they know you?
Wait!
Do you know who you are?
Yes
You fear
Fear is what makes you
It should not stop you
It drives you
Its keeps you go on
Fear keeps you ALIVE
He can do it
Why not you
Both were born the same way
From a loving women by the same name, Mother
Cared by a man called equally, Father
Now it's your choice
Let the FEAR KEEPS YOU ALIVE
Or live in fear
Lama tak menulis.
Entah berapa kali seruan kedengaran,
Namun tak satu pun aku sambut.
Bertubi ilham singgah di benak minda,
tak satu yang kekal di hati.
Dia cukup membantu,
Setia bersama kala itu dan tika ini,
Kita bersatu.
Bila pandang semula ke belakang,
Baru aku sedar Kau selalu menghulur tangan.
Baru aku tahu Kau tak mahu aku hilang.
Kerana andai aku hilang dan diri makin jauh,
Yang sakitnya aku, bukan Kau!
Bukan salah Kau.
Aku yang lari.
Aku yang berpaling.
Aku yang tepis.
Tangis di tunggu tika dinihari,
Bantal jua yang meneman,
Mana sejadah?
Mana kopiah?
Mana zikir?
Mana Quran?
Kau berikan aku hidup sehari lagi,
Aku siakan.
Banyak lalai bertambah leka.
Oh dunia.
Alat menuju syurga.
Sedarkah aku?
Hasnul Adin
Ipoh, Perak
Made in مليسيا
Timbalan Presiden, NGO Alumni KMPk 2020/2022
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